Monday, May 24, 2010

make a best choices

choices...


it just like a game, we calculate things, depend on variables and parameters. but u can't calculate every single things, sometimes u need luck. so does live, my friend ...

Thursday, May 13, 2010

my lonely

Toraja, 13 may 2010 at midnight.

my dear, if only u're in my side, u'll wake up in each morning and see fogs cover the mountains surrounding us.. the air is cold they try to freeze our bone, but don't worry dear, coz u'll hear birds in trees sing the song of life. and u'll find that the beauty color of the sky is not always blue.. and in the evening the sky pouring rain till midnight.. and after that then u find a peaceful silence..

u'll find that people here r sallow, but somehow they found a way to live in peace, in the world they were like brothers. the most funny and amazing thing here is that u'll find so many cute babies around. i wonder will u have this kind of cute babies, my dear? :)

i never meet u yet, but if then i'll give u all my world, i'll make sure u'll feel that u're the most beautiful woman in the world, and as our dien complete together we shall reach His Jannah..

don't worry, dear.. i'll find u.. :)

refleksi

hanya seminggu disini, aku sudah mengeluh, kenapa? kamu akan tau jawabannya, kawan ...
seoarang kakek tua, umur mungkin sudah hampir 100 tahun, pakaian yang kumal dan langkahnya tertatih susah, mengais tong sampah mencoba mencari gelas-gelas plastik bekas minuman. Dia berjalan ber kilo-kilo meter jauhnya hingga akhirnya terkumpul cukup uang dari penjualan plastik-plastik bekas itu. ketika ditanya untuk apa kakek tua itu mengumpulkan gelas plastik sampah itu, jawabnya singkat "untuk, rika"... siapa rika??? rika adalah wts umur 30an yang ditemuinya tiap akhir pekan untuk diajak "bercinta"... bisa kau bayangkan, kawan??? kakek renta yang bersusah mengumpulkan uang dari tong2 sampah berujung untuk memuaskan nafsunya... diujung usianya... nauzubillah... kau dan aku kawan, diujung usia kita, semoga Allah memberi kita akhir yang baik... "dan sungguh akhir itu jauh lebih baik daripada permulaan" (95:4)

1st day

1-may-2010 Toraja, a new land, a new chapter of my life is began ...