what madness???!

I admire you so much, my friend...
agile and beautiful...
sharp and vigilant...
you was the star of the finest elven of Lórien...

but what madness drove you into Fangorn Forest???!...
an old dark forest of unnamed creatures...
a place of nowhere but lost and death...
you've lose your path and slumped into pit of darkness...

I almost lost my hope of you...
the wizard that meet you turn to be a cunning demon...
he breathed you with the poison words and lies...
then what right become wrong and so on, chanted by dark spells...

sadness took me...
for hoping a glimpse of light will shine you...
and we could meet in the end of the road...
where the shining light gathering...

watch it, it could burns you ...

man journey are not to be a king...
perhaps some of them are...
but they do sweating, bleeding, dying ...
for some reason you may not know, my friend...

this life is just so short for a count of time...
there are greater thing behind our mere view...
we're stood strong against wind and hurricane, or we must...
for a reason you may have to learn, my friend...

our togetherness is not just for joy and love...
pain and tears are inevitable...
but destiny you must count on, between hope and fear...
till the day we meet again, soon my friend... very soon...

sadly

The Holy Month of Ramadhan is approaching...
there's a amazing gift on it only to anyone who really want it...
a gift that is better than a thousand months...

but sadly...
bloods been spoiled again...
hundreds man's slaughtered with cold-blood...
by bloodthirsty monsters...

Zojy speak about her first son

before I teach him something, before young Abdullah ever born, trouble seems to happen...

my wife speak loudly today, although she just whispering, but it sound blazing to my ears... "someone want to take Abdullah"...

and then she ask me whether I'm angry or not?! i said, I'm not angry at all...
I'm about to say "what's on your mind???"

the speak is so light, couse theres nothing yet really growing in her womb, nothing yet happening in there. but in the months of pregnancy, she'll understand...

certainly she will...

box of fear

have you seen the world today, my friend?...