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Why Would A Bachelor Degree Of IT Prefer Sells “Tempe-Tahu” Traditionally? (Part 1)

Not that I don’t interesting on IT. I wouldn’t take the program in the first place if it so. In fact it’s really challenging and full of passion to be in IT field, to talk about it. Its extremely satisfying to solve a problem and building a solution for IT project.

At first, I took Pascal language for computer programming as my basic language. Because its already in the campus’s program and many of my seniors are familiar with it. Beside it’s easier for my to understand it compared with C, Java, Basic language. I realized letter then that Pascal is not designed for “object oriented programming” or we could say it’s made for procedural programming. Why would “object oriented programming” are different from “procedural programming”? you may ask IT scholars for more detail, at least 3 point of SKS if you’d like to take it on class.

As you may know Pascal lead to Delphi, C lead to C++, Java lead to Visual Java, and Basic lead to Visual Basic, so I then more intensively learn how to do the visual programming Pascal on the Delphi environment. Delphi’s a good stuff for sure and people at Borland are really awesome. I’ve tried other IDE (Integrated Development Environment) for other programming language but hardly find flexibility the way Delphi’s offer. The version of Delphi 6 are good, Delphi 7 are more complete, but then I was disappointed with Delphi 8 where I found lack of resources on its interfaces and far bending from its original orientation. I’m not sure weather people at Borland try to integrate the .Net into its framework that yet not fully succeeded.

IT is not just programming, in fact the programming is just small part of IT. Its like building a huge system, you’ll need to involve every thing and every one, and analyzing any single detail, that involved human side and the machine side. Seeing trough the future and provide flexibility for better improvements. Mean to ease people and make a better life.

So many thing that I wanted to explain on why’s IT stuff are so interesting to get involved with and to find solutions trough it. From the core programming into multimedia implementation is so complex yet logic and handy. But I don’t want to talk much about it; I just wanted to make it more casual-usual.

So why I – or any weird person – would consider to be a “tempe-tahu” seller traditionally instead of becoming an IT expert? Later on …

The Ural Forest (Part 2)

It’s brought by “National Geographic Channel”, it’s really awesome program/show. Most of it told us about the virgin forest of Ural. One of the oldest forests on earth. Aged thousand of years.

The shows reveal some of its secrets. About the creatures in it, how they lived, how they search for food, how they survive. I really like the way they package this show with soft and warm story.

One of the most amazing story’s about the brown bear. Perhaps it’s the Hugest and strongest creature of the Ural Forest. I just know that brown bear’s really warm creature. As other kind of bears, they lived seems individually and lonely, but when they meet their mate they are so warm, and how they make love – seems to me – so tender. And little children of bear’s so cute and pleasing as they always play around and always stick with their mother, looked so warm to me.

Perhaps it’s sound silly, dude… but I do feel connection with bears. Once I took some quizzes on fb and found that bears are my totem. Seems lonely, lazy, but extremely strong, warm, and tender, haha …

The Ural Forest (Part 1)

I believe many TV shows is useless and a waste of time. I feel many of them only cause a degrading moral. If you like a joke, some of us may agree if instead of bombing Bali or any public places Nurdin M Top and their buds should prefer to bomb TV Station (Although I strongly believe that bombing is just a bullshit and all of us should against that kind of nonsense). Or at least some one should slap the producer’s ass, I meant slap it real hard for creating such a worst quality TV shows.

Let me mention shows about Indonesian Celebrity in our local TV. I meant what they really want to show us? Is it their live style, the way they dress, the way they lied, the way they do affairs, I meant what’s the point? Why we should give a damn? There’s nothing to be picked from such show. At least, if you or our youngster want to follow, better search else where! There are many great people in our history and some living legend out there instead from this kind of shows.

Also the “reality shows” or what-so-called, such “termehek-mehek”, “penghuni terakhir”, and lots more. I watch them one or twice, and I found the fact that none of them make any – fucking – sense. And many of its content filled with lies. I meant are these day people sold lied for a living? Please … At least if it isn’t a lie then they sell people’s shit, and that not even better.
And “Today Music” Show’s garbage! Beginning with the singer it self. I said, oh my God, is there any good singer that respect the word?! And seeing our youngster following this nonsense, that’s real sad. You can called me old-fashioned or whatever you’d like, but that's the fucking-dirty-fact, dude.

And many of this, I couldn’t mention all of them for sure. Well saying this like throw up my whole stomach out right in front of you, and the smell really nasty dude. I’m sorry I couldn’t help it, Lol.

Well my Intention at first’s to tell you about Ural Forest, but I think I slept away and the page is beginning to shrink, so I’ll tell you later on.

What You Called This “Silly” Dream

Lately I have several weird dreams, and sometimes really bizarre. The dreams that never been predicted of my conscious mind. But luckily it’s not dreams about “you-know-what” kind that tingle in our head and make our day unpeaceful.

Last I remember, I was dreaming about being a person who tries to saving from a gas tube explosion. It may have correlation with so many accidents that happen in our country – Indonesia that involved gas tube explosion, or it may not, I’m not sure. The dream just happens.

In the dream, it was so not so easy to defuse a gas tube that about to explode. I couldn’t find a way to stop the gasses leaking. It just didn’t stop come out and the gas it self’s poisonous the longer you breathe it. So I need to find a way to bring it as far as possible from people and from the fire trigger. The problem is, each time I throw the tube away to the outdoor which I think it saves, each time also a children show up nearby. So I took it again and run as fast as shadow to the far far place and throw it away. I don’t want to be a victim to this deadly gas tube my self. So does some little children show up again and again. It seems I couldn’t find a saver places to defuse the deadly gas tube, far from people and far from children. Sigh …

Before a truly woke up, the last thing I did is throw it away into a huge water irrigation, I though water could neutralize the poisoning gas and I wouldn’t find any people or any children playing around. Lol …

For me, this what so ever “silly” dream is save enough compared to the other “past” dream, at least a fell like a little heroic or something. :)

Written on somewhere on September